1st bad day in a long while. Kind of depressing, it knocked me off my "high horses" to say the least. Went out to lunch with Alex and I realized I don't like him all that much. Haha, that sounds terrible to say, but...I'm just not as crazy about him as I've been about other people. Sometimes though, I feel like I'm an obligation to him, which I hate. If you don't want to hang out with me then don't -- no big deal. And even though I'm sort of going to the extreme & being dramatic I just wanted to say "Don't flatter yourself and think that you're doing me this huge favor by being with me." I didn't even want to go out with him, I didn't want ANYTHING over the summer. How'd I end up in this? And it's so serious, and boring :-/. How sad is it that I'm counting down the days until he has to leave for school (granted he's not going far but still...) It seems pointless to break up, he'll be going off to college in a month anyway. And the worst part is he has no idea this is what I'm thinking but the more I think about it...would he even care?
probably not.







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:"if you read, you will judge":
read it. judge it. comment on it.
~six-feet-under
for the fav. like always,
it's appreciated. <3
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that is why i will always be by buddha's side while standing next to an end of all rainbows with paddestoelen spurting around each band of color, lightly tinting the tops of each one.
[exercept of 'ken kesey' by genie brown]
random loves for you. <3
i hope everything is well.
hope to talk to you soon.
+genie+
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that is why i will always be by buddha's side while standing next to an end of all rainbows with paddestoelen spurting around each band of color, lightly tinting the tops of each one.
[exercept of 'ken kesey' by genie brown]
katie
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Katelyn
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The clock of life is wound but once
And no man has the power
To tell just when the hands will stop
At late or early hour.
Now is the only time you own.
Live, love, toil with a will.
Place no faith in time.
For the clock may soon be still.
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Katelyn
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did you ever wonder?
i did.
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