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Do you wanna be a Gangsta?

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Devious Journal Entry

Tue Aug 2, 2005, 3:53 PM
"Love songs suck & fairy tales aren't true and happy-ending-Hollywood is not for me & you. So add it up & break it down, it's not that hard to figure out, you're crazy & i'm crazy about you."

1st bad day in a long while. Kind of depressing, it knocked me off my "high horses" to say the least. Went out to lunch with Alex and I realized I don't like him all that much. Haha, that sounds terrible to say, but...I'm just not as crazy about him as I've been about other people. Sometimes though, I feel like I'm an obligation to him, which I hate. If you don't want to hang out with me then don't -- no big deal. And even though I'm sort of going to the extreme & being dramatic I just wanted to say "Don't flatter yourself and think that you're doing me this huge favor by being with me." I didn't even want to go out with him, I didn't want ANYTHING over the summer. How'd I end up in this? And it's so serious, and boring :-/. How sad is it that I'm counting down the days until he has to leave for school (granted he's not going far but still...) It seems pointless to break up, he'll be going off to college in a month anyway. And the worst part is he has no idea this is what I'm thinking but the more I think about it...would he even care?

probably not.

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  • Current Residence: North Carolina
  • Favourite movie: The Butterfly Effect, Harold & Kumar Go To White Castle, Anchorman
  • Favourite band or musician: Yellowcard, Something Corporate, Guster, Better Than Ezra, etc...
  • Favourite genre of music: Everything!
  • Favourite artist: Edward Ruscha
  • Favourite poet or writer: e.e. cummings, nikki giovanni, etc.
  • Operating System: Sony VAIO
  • MP3 player of choice: Mini IPOD
  • Favourite game: Need For Speed 2: Underground
  • Favourite gaming platform: X-Box
  • Favourite cartoon character: Peter from Family Guy
  • Personal Quote: like the ground in California, your eyes make me shake.

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:iconinkstainxstars:
and we have similar names *giggles* ;)
:iconinkstainxstars:
i love your poetry, & your prose so you get a devwatch. heh <3
:iconsix-feet-under:
thank you thank you thank you so much so very much for all the comments!

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read it. judge it. comment on it.
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:icongeniebeans:
mmm. thanks so much
for the fav. like always,
it's appreciated. <3

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that is why i will always be by buddha's side while standing next to an end of all rainbows with paddestoelen spurting around each band of color, lightly tinting the tops of each one.

[exercept of 'ken kesey' by genie brown]
:icongeniebeans:
hey friend.

random loves for you. <3
i hope everything is well.
hope to talk to you soon.

+genie+

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that is why i will always be by buddha's side while standing next to an end of all rainbows with paddestoelen spurting around each band of color, lightly tinting the tops of each one.

[exercept of 'ken kesey' by genie brown]
:iconsmearedxstars:
oh wow! thanks so much for the random notes. i love random notes. haha. they make me feel so special! yeah, i'm most definitely doing well. i hope you are too. things have been crazy around here just cuz this is the first full day i've been home in about a week.anyhow yeah--things are CA-RAZY!!! i gotta go do some homework. have a good rest of the weekend ;-)

katie

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Katelyn
:iconalyssa2004:
lol, omg, i love JTHM!!! you soooo rock. i love "do you wanna be a gangsta?" too, it's so great. *prances off to look at the rest of your gallery*

:D

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The clock of life is wound but once
And no man has the power
To tell just when the hands will stop
At late or early hour.
Now is the only time you own.
Live, love, toil with a will.
Place no faith in time.
For the clock may soon be still.
:iconsmearedxstars:
haha thanks!

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Katelyn
:iconexpungemalice:
thanks.

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did you ever wonder?
i did.

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